When kay's not here
it's only me
lonely and wanking
watching rubbish tv
like jonny cash said
'what have I become?'
sat alone on the net
watching women with big tits
get covered in other men's spunk
why do I insist
on not making friends
I get on with everyone
but still lonely in the end
one day i might try,
make some effort.
just go to the pub
read some verse and meet them
spose it's shyness
kicking in from time to time
just taking the easy path
not taking the time to find
companionship close to my post code
maybe next month
I'll visit the castle
watch people perform
find a friend
it's no hassle
finished watching the dvd
emersed in self-pity
again all me me me
but when the film stops
it is only me
could've gone out tonight
met up with old friends
travelled across town
instead took it easy
and now I feel down.
doph Dec 2006